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21 June 2012 @ 02:53 am

Sneaking an entry during the wee hours. Between my lack of posting this past year (or more) and the odd hour, I suspect this will go largely unseen, which is fine. 

Got bad test results. Have to go back for an, at present, minor procedure. Refuse to freak out just yet, but am fully ready to do so should the occasion/further awful results arise. While I'm usually able to focus-and-breathe most tension away, am seriously considering asking my doctor to prescribe an anti-anxiety med. Would that be reasonable? I honestly don't know.

Otherwise, I'm fine. Falling behind in reading and reviewing. Still grappling with weight and (less serious) health issues. But I've got good friends, a husband I adore, and adorable kitties. My mom gets healthier by the day, my sister is in a great place, professionally and personally. Scrambling to find my creative impulse. Reveling in seeing others embrace the same. Accepting I've made an egregious - perhaps unforgivable - mistake, and in turn accepting that whatever the universe flings at me is well warranted. Gardening, slugs and heat and drought be-damned. 

So, so, so. Should I manage to post with more regularity:  here's to less blither, more substance, less angst. 

La Petite Souris Scientifiquemelebeth on June 21st, 2012 11:13 am (UTC)
*hug* that is totally a reasonable request. Short term/ intermittant anxiety is what those drugs work best for.
Kelladyjoust on June 22nd, 2012 04:11 am (UTC)
Thank you. :) I do feel strange about calling and asking the doctor for a prescription, as I've never done so before. Have to remind myself that they deal with such things on a fairly regular basis.
Josh Shainejoshwriting on June 21st, 2012 01:47 pm (UTC)
Anti-anxiety meds seem like a reasonable path, especially for spot relief - but either way, really.

appropriate supportive noises/emotions generated in your direction.
Kelladyjoust on June 22nd, 2012 04:14 am (UTC)
Thank you, Josh. :)
Blaidd Drwgfairyrune on June 21st, 2012 01:50 pm (UTC)
I third the above comments, and gives you hugs. ::hugs::
Kelladyjoust on June 22nd, 2012 04:15 am (UTC)
You are a sweetie. <3
Cydfaireraven on June 21st, 2012 05:53 pm (UTC)
Kelladyjoust on June 22nd, 2012 04:16 am (UTC)
Ta, darlin'!
Zoë Tzoethor on June 21st, 2012 10:51 pm (UTC)

Anti-anxiety meds are rad. And totally appropriate for anxiety like this, which is not doing anyone any good.
Kelladyjoust on June 22nd, 2012 04:17 am (UTC)
Thanks, lovely. As I mentioned above, I'm (perhaps unnecessarily) uncomfortable with requesting a prescription, if only because I've never done so before. Time to get over that, methinks.
Amanada (rhymes with Canada): i got your back pandasmandasarah on June 29th, 2012 06:05 am (UTC)
*big, big hugs*