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18 February 2008 @ 09:45 pm
If you don't want to read a self pitying post, do NOT click on the link below.

I am serious, here.

This is it, folks. I have to man up and lose this damned weight. I was doing pretty well up until last spring. Now, I'm at least fifteen pounds overweight. I'm sucking wind any time I try to do a legitimate workout.

This is lame. I am lame. I need to refocus on my diet, on getting to the gym on the days/nights I'm not teaching. I need to eat better. I need to eat less. I need to not be whingy and pathetic. And once again: eat less. And exercise more. Did I mention eat less?

Also, as a general grawr: stress and winter in general are making my psoriasis utterly horrible.

And while we're on the Kelly-sucks thread... me. Writing. Suckage. Not going into further detail.

I'll get over this. I will lose this weight. I will be healthier. I will exercise more. I will, hopefully, get my skin under control. I will get over this paralysis every time I try to write.

In the meanwhile, I whinge.
I feel: gloomygloomy
La Petite Souris Scientifiquemelebeth on February 19th, 2008 02:59 am (UTC)
But just think! Letter game!!!

Can there be elephants? I think there might need to be elephants. Or, alternatively a boarding school in the horse head nebula. Or horses heads. Attached to horses, of course.

Kelladyjoust on February 19th, 2008 03:10 am (UTC)
Oh, that does make me happy.

Because I'm in such a pathetic morass, the moment I saw the word 'elephant' I wept for the state of my hips. And I LOVE elephants. So we should have them. Just because. Let's thumb our collective nose at my whingy-ness! Elephants and/or horses. Or horse heads. Or nebulae.

I will suck it up. I just need to wallow a bit, first.

*hugs back*
Andrewquueer on February 19th, 2008 04:03 am (UTC)
Oh goodness, do I have to tell you how gorgeous you are yet AGAIN?

*rustles through papers*

So, sometimes, when a boy and a girl love eachother... wrong speach


ok, honestly though, I get the want to lose weight. I feel gross and fat and all sorts of ick. I get it.

But you're GORGEOUS, Kelly. Seriously. Every picture of you that I've seen? Drop. Dead. Gorgeous.

You're hot. You're hot, and you're gorgeous, and you're all manner of adorable. And not "adorable" in a "sorta weird looking."

Seriously. You are MAJOR girl crush material.
Maire: believearanturas on February 19th, 2008 04:15 am (UTC)
So here's a thought....maybe it's okay to wallow in self-pity every once and a while....I'm with you on the winter sucks thing, I used to call it my February madness.
Andrewquueer on February 19th, 2008 05:34 am (UTC)
oh, yes, Kelly can wallow in self pity all she likes.

But she's still hot.
Ea Quae Legiteaquaelegit on February 19th, 2008 06:49 am (UTC)
You could join me over at sparkpeople.com! I'm trying to get rid of the 20lb I picked up when mom got sick in the summer.
Kat: brennan and angieevegryffindor on February 19th, 2008 08:23 am (UTC)
Mrk. Here is where I wanted to spout words of encouragement and goodness, but words never have been my strong point.

Umm. I betchya you're in better shape than me?

::hugs:: I think you're totally entitled to whine, so long as deep down you know how gorgeous and awesome you are.

::more hugs::
harpiegirl4harpiegirl4 on February 19th, 2008 09:06 am (UTC)
Sounds like you've joined the masses (myself included) who are suffering from the dreaded "Winter Blahs."

I am so fat right now that someone put a flag on my ass and claimed me as a new country.

I was SUPPOSED to use the extra day this weekend to compose. Did I? Noooo. I sat on my ass and ate pretty much everything in sight. ::sigh::

Spring can't come soon enough. Hang in there, and know you're not alone!
mothehappycowmothehappycow on February 19th, 2008 07:44 pm (UTC)
Ooh. I know how that feels sometimes. As far as writing goes, just keep trying, eventually it will get a little better. I've been going nuts lately too as far as writing suckage goes. Take care.
Cattomincloset on February 19th, 2008 10:14 pm (UTC)
It's this winter. It is a big cold world of suck.
The way out is through. We will all get through this.