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08 November 2008 @ 09:53 pm
nipped from sirchristian  
warning: I'm tired and a bit off kilter. If you're not so much with the maudlin, I'd advise you not to click.


1. I've come to realize that my hair...
is unruly. It loves salt water and the breeze off of the ocean and little else.

2. I've come to realize that my heart...
is open. is strong. is also a wee bit fragile.

3. I've come to realize that my job...
is a work in progress.

4. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
I’m writing. In my head, that is. My hands are still on the task at hand.

5. I've come to realize that I need...
stories.

6. I've come to realize that I have lost...
me. I used to be comfortable - happy, even - with who I was. now? not so much. I miss that.

7. I've come to realize that I don't like when...
I’ve hurt someone. Though ‘don’t like’ is a bit tepid.

8. I've come to realize that the opposite sex...
will forever reduce me to shy and blithering teenage Kelly.

9. I've come to realize that money...
can haul your ass out of the fire.

10. I've come to realize that certain people...
are not likely to change. I'd be delighted if they surprised me, but at this point, I won't be holding my breath.

11. I've come to realize that I'll always be...
unsure of myself.

12. I've come to realize that my significant other...
is both maddening and adorable, stubborn and sweet. and I’d not give him up for the wide world.

13. I've come to realize that my mom...
is someone I’d be happy to grow up to be.

14. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
still needs a name.

15. Before I went to sleep last night I realized...
autumn is here. Wet, chilly, beautiful and blustery autumn. *sigh*

16. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...
it was two hours before my alarm was set to go off.

17. I've come to realize that right now...
I’m hiding.

18. I've come to realize that my dad...
will come to mind at the strangest times. and I still miss him so very, very much, and I suspect that’s not going to change. ever.


19. I've come to realize that when I get on Myspace...
I like facebook a lot more [note: I fully stolesirchristian’s answer! I don’t think I’ve been on MySpace in a couple of months, and while I’m still finding my way with facebook, at least it’s not, well, icky.]

20. I've come to realize that today...
is a day I should do something, but laziness/fear/self doubts keep getting in the way. it should be noted that I did file all of the paperwork that’s been building up for the past two months. and I paid a few bills. I also swept and dusted and cooked a kick ass dinner. I just didn’t do what I know I really ought to be doing. tomorrow, then.

21. I've come to realize that tonight I'll be...
rereading Jingo and crashing early. I have to teach an 8:30 class on the morrow.

22. I've come to realize that tomorrow is...
a brand new day, with no mistakes in it.

23. I've come to realize that I really want...
isn’t going to fall into my lap. I need to work to get it.

24. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this...
should feel no pressure. repost or not. no big.

25. I've come to realize that life...
is not to be wasted.

“Don’t live another day unless you make it count
There’s someone else that you’re supposed to be
There’s something deep inside of you that still wants out
And shame on you if you don’t set it free.”

26. I've come to realize that my friends...
are lovely. I’ve lost touch with far too many of them, a situation I really must remedy.
 
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Rennierengirlie87 on November 9th, 2008 05:33 pm (UTC)
*HHHHHHUUUUUGGGGG*
funny that alot of your lackofselfesteem answers match my own. Not that you will listen (thought you will try) you are fabulous, silly woman. miss you
Adrienne C.adrienne429 on November 9th, 2008 07:08 pm (UTC)
What's going on with you?

You left that crazy place that I'm still stuck in and now you're closer to home.
But there's this theme that you seem lost.

You're fab and talented, remember?
harpiegirl4: Aragorn sepiaharpiegirl4 on November 9th, 2008 11:02 pm (UTC)
Sending you love and hugs, beautiful one. I miss you very very much.